i decided not to go to work today for a number of reasons:
1) i don't have enough reasons to complain yet i'm complaining.
2) it seems that i've been very ungrateful with the people and things around me.
3) i just can't fully understand how meritocracy works
4) patience is a foreign word to me
5) love hurts and when you're hurting you've loved
6) i'm a little sick
7) i know i'll never love this way so i'll keep holding on... (translation: wait in vain til death)
and other reasons...
feb1 is a lonely day.