Monday, January 21, 2008

this + sign means everything

some things that happened today...

1. i was able to come to work today 37 minutes earlier than the usual on time attendance. 7:53: i set my new punctuality record.

2. i've found out that my hsbc credit card application was declined and i was advised that i can re-apply after 6 months. poor boy...i've already listed all the things that i can swipepurchase once that card is granted.

3. i officially made an announcement to most of my officemates that i'll be leaving on january31 for a better opportunity. there's a feeling of sadness that i won't be seeing my office friends on a 5-day-in-a-week basis but i'll be just transferring to a company that is two pedestrian lanes away from the current. i can still see them after office hours.

4. on my way home, my former teammate and i (from caall center) happened to be in the same bus. i didn't see her for over 6 months now and it's just a great feeling to see a person again who've been so nice and thoughtful to me when we were still working together.

5. and i was overwhelmed with the great things that happened in the last 6 days. whether it may be good or bad but i still learned to appreciate everything. i took some risk and it became a way for me to know what i really feel and how am i going to let it pass. it sounds weird, awkward and crazy and i don't know. i know things happen for a reason...good or bad but things always happen with a purpose.
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

stationary

pagkatapos ng dalawang araw na hindi pagpasok dahil nagkasakit ako, ngayon ko lang napahalagahan ang kinikita kong pera. naubos agad ang sinuweldo ko dahil sa ospital, check-up, gamot atbp.

salamat na din sa mga kaganapang ito dahi natapos na ang "emotional turmoil" na nararanasan ko - sa mas mababaw na salita...depresyon.

salamat kay paolo coelho na pakalat-kalat sa bahay. napagkamalan ko pa tuloy na self-help ang libro nya. ang labo, e di naman self-help yun.

bukas papasok na ako. at least medyo mas positibo na ako sa buhay ngayon. medyo hindi maganda ang pasok ng taon sa akin pero hindi naman siguro ito nangagahulugang pangit na ang buong taon para sa akin. ibabaon ko na ang nga hindi magandang nangyari sa mga nakaraang araw mamaya bago ako matulog. ang umasa ay hindi kapareho ng may pag-asa. pero may pag-asa.

eto na ang opisyal na pagbati ko sa inyo ng Happy New Year!

--sa lahat ng mga kaibigan kong nagtatrabaho, sana maging mas maganda ang taon na ito para sa trabaho nyo.

--sa ibang kaibigan ko na nawalan ng trabaho, naghahanap o nag-iisip pa lang ng gustong maging trabaho, makakahanap kayo ng para sa inyo.

--sa mga nawawalan ng pag-asa sa buhay, nalulungkot dahil parang walang pinatutunguhan ang ginagawa, konting pasensya lang at positibong pagharap sa buhay...isang araw ngingiti ka na lang at sasabihin mong masarap palang anihin ang pinaghirapan.

salamat sa lahat.

Happy New Year, medyo late nga lang na pagbati pero ngayon ko pa lang kasi sisimulan ang taon na kasama ang positibong disposiyon sa buhay.

Monday, January 7, 2008

if you thought you're great...think again

my problem is not just about being awkward but about looking at the bigger scope of whatever plans i am doing right now. it's not about loving pessimism or welcoming frustrations but trying to shape the future ahead of me...and we can't trust all the people around us. welcome 2008...can you love me?