Tuesday, December 18, 2007


"ang buhay ay parang random playlist sa pc. hindi perfect ang pagkakarandom nya kaya may ibang kantang nauulit lagi at iba na never natutugtug kahit meron ka. tapos pag ayaw mo ung kanta pwede kang magspecify ng gusto mo, or magskip, pero because of what you did, macchange yung future mo. it's still random, but it's different from what might have been if you didn't change the currently playing song." (copied without permission from dragontooth.tabulas.com)

---she's right... ganyan nagcoconspire ang buhay at mga araw-araw na pangyayari sa ating kapaligiran.

7 days na lang before christmas. happy holidays everyone!

Friday, December 14, 2007


public transportations make me feel that i'm doing a lot of things for nothing. i've been into a cycle of conspicuous dissatisfaction or frustration (to put it in a politically correct manner) with a lot of things, events, people and places. i really don't know what would (would -- to place in a less realistic mode) make me rest from thinking about these.

last week i tried to hate hate. and i'm trying to be good. i am looking into valuing everything around me... and everything's vague -- i know right?

i've been trying to squeeze what i really want and where i'm good at. looking into possibly accepting a new opportunity. whenever the bus stops to pasong tamo or my friend's car stops at pasay road, everything's just exhibiting complexities and complications.

i guess i'm lost. the last time i used my head seriously was the day i had my thesis presentation. an officemate while we were on our lunch break asked me the difference between sociology and anthropology. i thought the easiest way to answer the question is to say that sociology deals with modern societies whereas anthropology's concern is primitive societies.

i don't know...i just discovered that thinking and complaining are the best forms of escape.